i've been crazy over summerscent. ever wonder why? i realised y after i watched other shows n after so many things happen. its becos the ppl in it are so nice. i like the way they speak, the way they do things, the way they help one another out. its really nice. but i dont see such a thing happening in real life. in real life, there are ugly ppl all ard and i've already met many. and i mean many. i mean it. cant they just be nicer? why are nice ppl so hard to find? why must they resort to such means n ways to get watever they want? dont they ever feel guilty? dont they? i really have many qns to ask n i wanna know why. i dont think life will be easy in future becos i'm going out there to meet even more ugly ppl. and i mean more becos i can foresee it.

alright i'm tired nw. time for bed. time to meet up with nicer things in my dreams...before i face reality once again tmr morning..

oh but theres something to feel happy abt though. ayumi just released a new album. looking forward to get a copy of it..^-^ *sMilEs*+*grINs*+*wiNks*

i'm very curious abt who 'maby' is. *shrugs..it just worries me a little becos he or she cld be someone i know..?