anyway, i'm happy tt i'm getting better and better in piano. i wanna learn fast so tt i can play all those songs be it sentimental or catchy. hee.. most importantly, i can learn to play ayumi's songs. hee. *grINs* =)
while i was learning, i noticed my hands were like shivering but i tried my best to remain calm...but alas, darius still saw it. oh man it was so embarrassing. i was just plain nervous u see. *shrugs... cant even control my own fingers frm shivering..tts so totally embarrassing..argh~

i gotta get going soon. tmr hav ta do work. no playing cos i gotta get down to serious stuff if not i'll be losing out n might just end up getting blacklisted if any of the lecturers find out tt i didnt do her work! lols... i'm very sure i dont want tt to happen. ^-^.
feel a bit sticky right nw becos of the humid weather but its kinda windy here sitting by the window. hw i wish the weather will be like tt all round the year in s'pore. i want weather tts really fine. fine as in...not too hot but just nice, windy..very windy like now, mm...no heavy rains..ok there has to be heavy rain at times so heavy rains..once in a while? and i want an occasional drizzle. i want mornings to be bright n sunny with birds chirping n not a dull morning such as waking up n realising tt its raining heavily. mm..afternoons, like i said, shldnt be too hot becos its really terrible on super hot days n i pity those trees n grasses becos theres not a single drop of water for them to drink on hot days. afternoons shld be windy but so as not to be greedy, afternoons shld just be a little windy n drizzles are a must every 3-4days so tt flowers will bloom if not those poor trees will look hagard w/o water. nights shld be the windiest..haha..wat a word. nights shld be cooling n the sky shld be clear of red clouds. e reason y i want the sky to be clear at night is so tt i can look for orion when i need him. sometimes when i feel like looking for him i'll just gaze into the sky but it'll be upsetting to see the sky blocked by dark red clouds which is a sign of rain tmr morning or prob at midnight. very sadly, the weather's changing all the time. nw its more like winter season so its cooling. once its more into summer time...the weather's gonna be real hot n i dont like it.
alright, i didnt realise its turning 2 already..shucks..hw am i going to wake early tmr like tt?! gtg.


maru de nani mo nakatta you na
kao wo shite arukidasu
dakedo kyou mo
oboeteiru
tatakai wa owaranai

kitto dare mo ga ai wo mamoru tame datta

ayumi hamasaki - forgiveness