hiya, look at the time right now. ahahas.. its late in the middle of the night and here i am blogging. i dont know why but i had the sudden urge to just write down something here.

i just finished going thru the AnP CD-rom n it helped a quite bit becos it had lotsa illustrations and u cld actually see where the molecules move to or how an organ contracts/relax or what happens when the intercoastal muscles contract. in the
textbk, u have to sit down n really read thru in order to understand n visualize how the reactions take place. whereas on the cd-rom u just let the speaker do her work n listen n use your 2 eyes n watch wat happens. its as easy as tt. sigh... however not all chapters are included in the cd-rom so, yea, i'll have to do with the txtbk which disinterests me very much..
alright, i'm like talking too much abt this stuff tt ppl who arent doing biotech will not understand so i shant elaborate further. hee.

just nw i happened to come across another girl's blogger so i sat down n got glued to the com screen for like 15mins just to read her blogs. i just love the way she wrote things down in her blogger n some of her last words of her blogs are really meaningful. besides having a v powerful vocabulary, her language is almost flawless n i bet my ex-english HOD wld have loved her very much for her compositions. tt was wat attracted me so much(i mean not to her but her blogs, u know the things she wrote not the person...i'm not into les!!). although she was talking a lot abt her sch cca which is volleyball n i do not know exactly hw to play tt..i continued to read abt it. then she was talking abt hw a lecturer discriminates her n hw she f***ing hates her..lols. she didnt use lotsa vulgarities n tts wat i was fascinated by her blogs too. she cld express her hate n vengeance v cleary without having to use vulgarities. somewhere on the sidebar of her blog i found out tt she's as old as i am n i think she's frm some jc. hw i wish i had a language as powerful as hers. if only i read more books. hahax~ i like to venture into other ppl's blogs n read them not tt i like to intrude into other ppl's private life but if they are there n can be seen on the homepage of blogger, then they are public blogs n public blogs allow the public to view them..am i right? mostly, i'll see blogs of teenagers ard my age n less frequently, i'll find adults' blogs as well but they write abt more sophisticated subjects so i seldom read them unless they're talking abt smth tt i know.

i really have a lot to talk abt tonight n i dont know y. maybe becos i'm too stressed up until i have too much crap to talk abt or maybe smth else got onto me i dont know. hahax.

anyway, rem abt the nicole highway incident? there was this last person tt was believed to be dead already and his body
was also believed to be trapped v deep underground. the ppl had to give up finding his body becos the ministers thought tt this wld be very risky for the rescuers n this was aft quite a few days of searching by all means n ways. it was really v sad.. he was the sole breadwinner of the family n his kids are still young. when my dad n i were talking over dinner abt this, i found out tt he knew the deceased man. i was shocked. i lost my appetite almost immediately bcos it was v upsetting. i placed down my utensils n asked my dad hw he was related to him. So, he told me tt they were childhood friends n my uncle(dad's younger bro) was on v good terms with him. i dont rem the details he told me but i know tt the man is a nice person. not wanting to show too much emotions tt were raging within me, i finished my last spoonful of rice n went off to wash the dishes. sigh... this just shows, how unpredictable life is. u cld be talking to this healthy person today n tmr, u found out tt he's gone. i wldnt be able to take it if i were the man's close friend not to mention his family members. lets all wish tt their families n friends can all recover from this as soon as possible n be able to cope financially as well.

anyway, its nw v late already n ihave to wake up early tmr to continue w more studies... u know, life has to go on even with all the happenings ard be it sad or happy. for me, my purpose in life right nw is to study hard n go on to higher levels of education. for others, it may be to work hard n earn a higher position in the company's hierarchy so tt u get a better salary. wat abt u? sets u thinking ryte? hahax.

alright i gtg. cya n take care.



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