Hello. Today's labour day and so i get to sleep more..hehe..no work ^-^.

Just finished watching american idol. ooh..its so sad to see them get kicked out one by one each week. trenyce has such a wonderful voice but she's already out~ sigh.. wonder who'll win. mm..i hope its clay or perhaps ruben.. but of course, clay is better looking..kekes.

just finished chatting with bel. she's offline already. kekes..basketball guy.. she changes target real quickly eh? *giGGles... oh well, as long as no harm is done its alright i guess.

hmm.. maybe its already night time thats why i dont feel very elated or excited about anything.. right now i'm some where between sad and happy but perhaps more towards sad..hahax... perhaps it cuz i happened to come across an article in a magazine tt reminded me of some sad stuff. it just triggered all the painful memories u know and all of a sudden everything tt u do not wish to remember comes back to you. friends mean a lot to me and i cherish all my friends and as for close friends, all the more. ppl whom i'm closer with probably knows that i take friendships very seriously. well, sometimes they like to help you make decisions and it so happened tt they helped me made one crucial one which caused everything to crash.. argh~...dun wanna rake up the past but it seems to keep running back to me.. as if pestering me to ask them why they did that to me. sigh.. but i know i should just let sleeping dogs lie... sigh... shld i? or shld i not? i don't know...

soshite aruite iku
hitori aruite miru kara
kimi no inaku natta michi demo
hikari terashite ikeru you ni
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